It is said that women always fall in love with sb who make her move when waiting. That’s to say, women will have deep affection if men treat them well all along. However, men are always contrary. In fact, it depends.

Affection between two people is not forced. Waiting is not a better choice, in my opinion. Recently, I’m watching “Basketball Boy”,an American series, in which, a man loves a woman and has kept waiting for her for at least fifteen years. The woman is a single mother and the man is helping her all the time. They in deed have family love but not affection. All of sudden, the woman was about to leave for Italy for cooking. She kissed him when they said goodbye to each other at the airport. After she left, he thought they would have further step when she came back. Unfortunately, on the point of the man with the woman’s boy picking up the woman, they got an accident and then the boy was dying. We can imagine how important the boy is to the woman. So because of this, the woman cut off the further possibility with the man. Finally, the boy got better and the man presented proposal to the woman but she refused it welling up not totally for the accident but for no feelings. I felt so sad when I saw the disappointment on the man’s face. He is such a kind and safe man especially he loves her so much and has been with her for more than fifteen years. In the end, he didn’t get return.

Speaking of love, it occurs to me a similar experience of my good friend’s, a girl named Cheng. During my college life, Cheng fell love with a boy, Qiang who was one of my classmates and good friends as well. At first, Cheng hated Qiang so much for he always made fun of her. But because of me, we three became best friends and always went out together. During this time, Cheng got to like Qiang and then they were so close that I apparently thought they would be become lovers before the graduation. So did almost everyone of my class. What’s more, Cheng chose to work in Shenyang where Qiang lived just wait for a result. In spite of that, they didn’t get developed as we thought. Afterwards, Cheng left for her home with breaking heart. At that moment, I didn’t understand why they didn’t get together.

Nearly two years passed, I experience a lot and get to know something is not like what in our mind particularly in affection. It needs not wait but fate. Waiting is just waste of time. What doesn’t belong to you now is not yours for ever. Remember it!

“I miss you so much.” I had never expected I would fall in love with sb at first sight before I made acquaintance with you. But now I think I did.

When I was a girl in high school, I got along with a boy very well because he treated me well. There were certain affection occuring between us and we in deed liked each other but we didn’t make it apparent. We parted after graduation in high school and even didn’t contact with each other afterwards. I didn’t regret it. After all, it was not love just like. Moreover, our affection was built up for the time. However, you are so different. We had a lot of same experiences to share and among them you always got richer ones than mine. I admired you a little, to be honest. Plus, we had so much in common.

I remembered clearly I saw you patrol on one road one day in holiday,which impressed me . I could imagine how surprised you were when I had told you that by messages. I said you were really great because you were still working while others were traveling.

You always told me how busy you were. I understood. You can’t choose for your job. Nevertheless, you shouldn’t have no any calls in a few days and even cheated me. You knew how confident I was for you. I gave you space and didn’t interupt you. But what about you? You brought me what? Lied again and again? Return? It’s not fair! It’s not worth it. I cared about you.

Until now, I still miss you so much whereas I won’t pray I forgive you. You are not worth it at all. You don’t care me at all. You have your own world just without me. Acturally, at this moment, I absolutely regretted to recognize you. If not, I won’t be suffering.

How many times I thought about our future and our problems. In spite of that, I have no idea why you treat me that. If you didn’t care, why you began. I never forced you to do anything for me, did I?

In addition, the more I miss you, the more I hate myself. Let you pass and be off my life for long. I told myself countlessly. Even if I still have a little hope or wish to come back to you like before.

Tell me why.

“How far is happiness from me?” I really want to know. These days I think a lot. Every moment, I almost thought of him and even shouted at the sky. I don’t want to do anything but call you back. I know I’ll be able to get it as long as I do . But for some reason, I won’t for long. Someone asked how far the forever was on earth. I wonder.

My life had been as peaceful as water without ripple before you came up. I don’t understand why you appear and not again. In spite of that, my life is still as normal as usual.

After you went away, I’m considering quite a lot even if I wouldn’t like to admit the difference from you came up to leave. Afterwards, I began to mull over my so-called happiness. You know, I didn’t need anyone to accompany or be accopanied. It’s a waste of time. Now everything changes.

I am such a idiot for I chose the life shouldn’t have belonged to me. Now I must take responsibility for anything not good for me no matter what. Looking back on past those days, I’m still in confusion and no power to leap out of it.

Maybe everything will be fine because the sky maintains blue . Maybe what I experienced is no big deal at least for someone but me. All of sudden, I have capacity to understand my best friend. Her affection is also curved. What’s worse, she was forced to break up with her boyfriend for her parents didn’t agree them even did her friends. She could do nothing but do it as her parents hoped. However, it’s so hard for her just like cutting her heart by knife by someone. As proverb says, time is best medicine. With time going by, she got better gradually. Being her best friend, I know how suffering she was.

Yang is another best friend of mine. She broke up with her bf several months ago, which nearly killed her. I never took the affection as power to kill someone until seeing her after that. She fell in love with her bf at one sight and kept it for more than four years. She even couldn’t believe her bf dare do such a cruel thing—breaking up with her. To be honest, she treated him so well even better than to her parents just for love. In four years, she paid and gave so much for her bf far more than him. However, over was not avoided.

What the hell affection is! I wonder! How far is my happiness from me?

“Take care.We’ll miss you.” Several days later I will say it to my good friend Lesley, for she is about to go to work in Chongqing , also her hometown. I feel upset and even wouldn’t like to see her off. I can’t stand the feelings on parting.

“We’ll meet each other in Chongqing” she said in a easy voice. But either of us knows how hard it is. During my life, the friendship is my most precious thing except the family love all the time. To be honest, I have no many friends.It’s ridiculous. The more I apprieciate it, the less I get. I reall have no idea how it happened.

After the graduation, that is to say, from the sharp time I left my college, I got touch with my classmates less and less. As for the reasons, I am not able to analyze. All of them are being busy and some of them even got married and had a babies. What’s more, they just pay more attention on their private family not me, a single one still. Comparing with them, I’m just in a very different period.

Ok, let it go.

“It’s real life…” one of my friend said,”Don’t complain it. ” Now I more and more feel my friends who are in common with me less and less. I need to look for and find out. I believe I can get more friends who are right in my stomach for there are a great many people in the world.

Turning back to my friend,Lesley, I never forget her even if she goes home or something. Friends are for life, I think. I just wanna say “Good luck “.

“Why did the God make Adam and Eve ? “I can’t help asking it. Sometimes I think,whether our pains would get far from us or not , if there was only one gender in the world. At least, we won’t think about our another part along with all funs and troubles and something like that. Apart from something about breed, I really take it a good idea.

Ok, imagine people of only one gender exist in this world . What is it like? Are trouble and pains disappeared or less? After a muse about it, I don’t think so. As a matter of fact, there still exist something terrible the same as of two genders. How strange? In conclusion, I find everything will be the same if “affection” stays.

Because of the affection, we have more or less fun and suffering, happiness and pains. Were no it, our world would become gray. One of my best friend got so upset recently for his gf is about to go back home and never come back. That is to say, they are going to part in several days. I’m really sorry about him for his suffering now but I can’t do anything for him but console him to cherish now ,the days which he is able to be with his gf. In addition, I let him take one day as one year or more jokingly. However, whatever I said, I still help him with capability truly. Affection is so subtle that nobody can analyze it except the joiners.

So, It was not wrong that our God made Adam and Eve but he shouldn’t have them love each other. Maybe without affection, everything would be fine. Is that right? Absolutely not. I can’t cheat myself. That’s real life and who can avoid it?

“Every song has a coda, a final movement wheather it fades out or crashes away. ” Ellie said to her daughter Peton,”Every song ends, is that any reason not to enjoy the music”, which came from an American series”One tree hill”,my favorite play.

Peton ,one of main actresses in the play,is a pity girl who didn’t know her birth mother until Ellies ,her birthmother appeared. After bore the Peton, Ellies left her to Peton’s stepmother who was taken as the real mother before. Unfortunately, she hit the car and passed away then Ellie came forth again. We can imagine how terrible and suffering Peton felt. She thought her mother abandoned her and she couldn’t forgive her for long. Apparently, it’s not true. Everything has reasons including this stuff. Ellie was a drugtaker and afterwards got a galactophore cancer as well. So she was not able to come back to bring up Peton. During her growing, Ellie peeped her in the corner because she really cared about her daughter.

Maternal love is great, as we know. However, giving up one’s own children is such an ashamed and horrible thing and as if never to be forgiven. So as for Peton, what she act is in our mind. Even though , she not only forgave her birthmother but tried to care about her as well in particular to get along with her all the time. Things change,people change, huh? Not absolutely. It’s for Ellie’s maternal love. Peton felt alone after her stepmother had gone but it never happens any more because she possesses her mother again. What’s more, they are so alike. Ellies is also a musiclover and knows music very much, which is on peton too. Frankly, gene is such a wonderful thing.

As Peton knows Ellie more and more, she wouldn’t like to leave her any longer. She began to care Ellie seriously or more so she asked her about her cancer. And Ellie answered words at the first beginning of the article. She consoled Peton not to be afraid of her and she would be fine. I hope so. I wish Peton could live with her birthmother for ever so peton would get away from lonelyness. Peton is such a versatile and kind girl especially to her attitude and loyalty for her best friend Brook. By the way, they love one guy but Peton quit him just for her best friend. Afterwards, she loves a boy Jake who has a daughter. For avoiding the daughter’s birth mother, he had to go away. Peton felt so devastated again that she chose drug. Luckily, she threw it out of her life at last. All in all, she lives without happiness but countless trouble. Every time I saw her grieve or suffer or even cry I did the same thing. I do sympathize her honestly but could do nothing only may her happy as soon as possible. Plus, now the source of is is keep her birthmother stay with her.

I’ve made a big decision about quiting my job this morning. It’s so hard for me that I even doubt whether it’s right or not. Whatever, I did it already and don’t wanna to change.

In fact, I wanted to do it a great many days ago but I had no courage for what I thought, such as my family, my expense and so on. But now is the time, so I did.

I’m still thinking if I should tell it to my parents or not. Even if my pa had told me a lot of times to find a better job. I don’t know.

Unexpectedly, I thought I must have regretted about my decision ’cause I’ll be out of work and join in the unemployed.What’s worse, I have no money to give my parents. Do they get angry about it?

Somebody will say it is none of anybody’s business but yours whatever you did. That’s right. Frankly, I have no money to pay and nobody can give me, which prove it such a correct sentence.

Ok, so what’s the next? Finding more suitable job for me and fight for my dream. I can imagine how difficult my road is but I have no regret ,ever. Choose what I love ,and love it! That’s my decision.

I had been worried about Peton, a pity girl,in OTH,a series about basketball and something. Now I’m not worried any more for she gains her happiness along with her loved man, Lucas. It is not easy in deed for her to get it, you know, which took the time for 6 seasons. I feel so moved and even well up when I saw her carrying her own baby and looking at her husband with smile. How happy that moment was as if the time had stopped.

I care about Peton so much in OTH, because what she experiences in her real life is out of my expectations. She is a very good-looking, versatile and loyal to friends girl. Plus, her family belongs to the middle class in USA.All in all, I thought she should have lived happier than anyone else. But quite in contrary, she is a pity girl who should deserve sympathy most. Her mother died from an accident, her father is almost been out for work and she feel lonely often. So she takes them on real friendship and her hobby,drawing. Unfortunately, her best friend, Brook and she loves the same guy, Lucas, but Brook hang out with Lucas first. For their friendship, Peton quit and just hide the deep feeling under her heart and nobody knows temporarily. But some time later, she told it to Brook and it is apparent that both best friends cut off.

What’s worse, Peton got that her died mother was not her real mother,who came back for her afterwards. How terrible was it when Peton knew it. She was not able to shoulder all happening surround her so she saught for drugs for relieve. Watching here, I couldn’t stand what Peton experienced. Luckily, Lucas, her another best friend had been along with her and encouraged her. At last, Peton cheer up and everything gets fine. Besides, others,like Nathan,Lucas little brother and Halley lives happily all along. In brief, everyone deserves what they want.

“Everybody has a dream and it comes true every day just you need to believe it.”I like this sentence from the OTH, and I also believe whoever will make it come true if she/he has dreams and believe them.

Really appreciate the directon in OTH where I learned a lot.

I feel so tired that I’m not able to talk anything after the trip from Great Wall(GW). Plus I can’t even hold up my arms so it is hard for me to press the keyboard by my fingers. In spite of that, I can’t help having been delighted about arrival of my good friend.

The other days, one of my good friends in college , Bao,came here and I along with him went climbing our Great Wall,which is one of most famous places of interest and attract most people in the world by statistics and In deed, I believe it so much when I stood on the steps of the GW.

The GW is really like a huge dragon lying on the earth and people on it are like its squamas making it more alive and active. Standing on it, I looked around and sighed with emotion how significant and brilliant it was.The GW curved and wound its way up and down the mountains. As we know, it is the only one man-made thing can be seen on the moon. I can’t help admiring ancient people for their fabulous and amazing creativity and intelligence. How lucky we are to feel their great achivement.

At the same time, I apparently imagined how many labors working hard on the GW and how many died from endless cruel work or hunger or coldness or something. It is uncredible to expect how they carried those uncountless stones and made such a long building. They paid not only swear, blood but their precious lives as well. Besides the limitless admiration and thanks, I lament for them more but I believe their sacrifice for building the GW deserves apart from something cruel about the tyrant. They will be immortal and memorized by generation and generation. By the way, I communicated with some foreigners to publicize our culture and hope them like China.

Being a lucky modern person, I work hard every day to contribute myself to our motherland and wish more and more people could do the same thing,which is the greatest thing we could do, in my opinion.

I’ve been thinking about my high school recently, and the more I thought, the more depressed I felt. What the hell was I doing in my junior high or senior high? I have to say I feel sorry about it, and even regret a little maybe for its dullness or lightness. I have no idea.

Several years passed after I graduated from my college, I began to memorize my life in high school. How can I describe that period? I don’t know. Simple?In fact, it is not easy for me to regret sth or desire coming back to some phase because I am such a optimistical and forward girl plus I don’t what the regret is.

But as time goes by, I get to find that MY LIFE should have been better if I learned of sth earlier. All of sudden, I understood why someone succeeded while someone didn’t. It in deed contained so much complication and confusion during our growing. And If we knew something important earlier,our life would be different or better,otherwise, like now or even worse. Take my high school life for an example. To be honest, I didn’t work hard on my study during those time and I deserved a bad result. If I have a chance to go back there, I not only cherish it more but also study hard as possible as I can.

All in all, time passed. What we can do is just seizing today and don’t let those unreal idea in our mind. Our future is still long and we can’t be careful to walk